Light up my life

Life's a Bitch!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-19T20:00:00.003+08:00

Those who actually reads my blog im sori for the veri long disappearence. Im back in KL, completed my industrial training and life is getting worse than i can ever imagine... CNY is coming but I feel like this year its not a big deal. Y celebrate CNY when it will onli bring sadness? Most importantly mind my language plz.. ^^ i am jus releasing wads on my mind these few days and i have no whr to do dat but here. Whether or not it is right to say this out like this or not i do not care anymore as i have my rights and i wana release my anger out so badly. if not everyone else around me will probably get it and it'll be unfair to them like how i kinda let out abit of anger to my gf today and i feel sori about it... Its jus no point for me to let out anger on others for sumone hu is so inconsiderate about how i am really doing while in kl now.

All this time i've been trying to be the best i can this year in degree first year... Is it dat hard for me to just go through new year smoothly with no stress? Plz giv me any advise if u have any. im sick and tired of trying to figure things out myself... It seems like wadever I do things turn out to be a disaster. The feeling is like being at the edge of a cliff whr a small breeze can resolve to falling down that damn cliff.

I have an idiot uncle hu is not happy wif me and my brother goin back to my bloody ass hometown to see my family. Y the fuck would i wana make my life miserable to listen to his WANTS or DONT WANTS??? cox sadly he's handling my sch fees. My dad and i cannot tok about fees cox we will end up in a fight... But my dad calms down whenever we get and i knoe he wun backstab his son... My uncle? He is not my father so he will backstab me... How i wish he can jus keep his thoughts to himself. Sad family? i knoe.... sch fees sch fees... fuck the sch fees.... they wana say go ahead... everything concerning sch i will claim it all n let u say all u wan... its not like im taking the money to gamble in a casino rite? i may hav failed back then but im doin fine in KL... they say that they keep saying stuff cox i fail in kuching Swinburne. So completing my diploma in kl for the past 2 years is nth? or u cnt accept the fact that ppl change? how fuckup can this world be? i am a veri simple person... i love to play like everyone else.. i wan to enjoy life and i wan to earn big bucks. if u really think i purposely make my uncle torture me this way plz think again... i hate studying but its for my best and for me to be able to fufill my dream... thr is no way in hell i would wan to continue suffering all this shit... ofcourse i wud luv to say 'fine i stop study and go work' but it doesnt work dat way so i kinda dun hav a choice but to listen to them sing song day after day...

Up till now i still do not knoe whr i am going to stay after my contract to my current house ends. I have not found a convinient house wif a resonable price to stay in. Day after day i keep having stress on whr im goin to stay. But NOOO... Everyone else would rather me stressing about other things... If only I get enough money and a car here (although it mayb too much to ask for) then finding a place to stay wunt be a problem to me. People always say u must have a proper environment to study.. when they say dat it makes me wonder... Do they mean "get use to the place dat u have to study in" or do they really mean wad they say? i think its jus empty words...

Assignments are coming my way and i have all these to stress about... "wory about ur study and leave the rest to us... just make sure u pass" says my uncle.... Listen to this... u are in NO FUCKING POSITION TO TELL ME SO. i worry my assignments then who will worry about my accomodations or my well being? u????? even if i get a fucking distinction u will think i print out the results myself... how fuckup can some ppl be? there is no way in hell my family will worry whether i stay as it will all come down to "dat hard? dun study.. go back kch" if u wana motivate me to pass do it the write way or dun bother moving that big lips of yours... If u wan me to live ur life plz keep it to urself... dun decide for me... my grandfather agreed to payed my sch fees and i intend to make the best of it... i wan to succeed like others... dun make me giv up my dream becox u are not happy paying my sch fees or should i say handling my sch fees?

If you actually survive reading this far then continue surviving... Today my mum spoke to my grandmother... I really pity and feel at guilt that she has to be in this situation... mum told grandma that we might not be able to go back to kuching for CNY due to certain reasons... truthfully speaking its cox my uncle called my bro scolding him for goin back to kuching b4 this and still goin back for CNY. (honestly i onli found out that this even happened.. i thought it was onli me.. until today!!!) i am so fucking pissed!! sumore he scolded him about sch fees things... for fucks ah... yes u payy... paying doesnt giv u the right to scold ppl like dat for no reasons... WAD THE FUCK MY BRO DO TO DESERVE THIS FROM U? knoe how much pitiful he is? he called me asking me for RM200 to pay for sch stuffs i didnt knoe y until today i found out he was scolded till like that... so he's scared for asking that RM200 from my mum (dun wana trouble her cox she has her own probs) and uncle cox this has happened. my uncle once told us "if u need anything like books i will happily buy it for u" again WORDSS???? ACTIONS??? i wonder how that connects??? more like jus a figure of speech!!!! if u keep ur words, my bro wun come to me to ask for the Rm200 at all. Back to wad i sed earlier my grandmother was shock to hear this and told my mum to book a flight immediately... she was so worried that we wun go back for CNY. Sad part is she does knoe that everyone else had this so called "meeting" saying that its an outrage for coming back for CNY when we jus went back not long ago... plz dun tell others u're a chinese if u're having that mind set... i even had to tell my dad that after CNY i wun come back till the end of my course... I respect all the elders in my family but it has its limits... Dun add oil to fire and expect the fire to be put out... it is not wrong to fight for my rights. for the raising of voices to my uncle well i can onli say this... since i was the wood fighting wif fire, nth wud hav work... wad to do when meet ppl like this? fight fire wif fire... if its my fault i will gladly shut up but im not at fault so i wun it go so easily....

Anyways up to now i think thats about wads going on for the pass few weeks ive been back in kl... i seriously do not wan to go into all this but wad my mum told me today i realise i cnt keep quiet about this.... Its jus too much to handle...

Holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-20T22:21:00.004+08:00

Finally exams are over...

Actually it wasnt such a big deal when i had my exams jus dat everyone stress so felt stress also haha...

Now I need to make a huge decision dat may affect me in many ways...

Actually i kinda make my choice.

But i need to make sure my plan works...

If not i chamz also... aiksss

Anyways after exams i spent time wif my Baybee...

So happy...

Then on the same nite went clubbing wif her and her classmatess...

And guess wad...

Her First time @@

Its holiday time and omg its so bloody boring...

Gosh...

Everyday jus goes by and nothing is being accomplish...

I need something to do...

Wana go zoo @@ haha

Haven been to any zoo in like bloody ages oredi...

This pic was taken during the class gathering of my polar bear ^^ again i had nothing better to do jus now so i hands itchy go edit the pic... This is also the first time she ever went clubbing aikssss...

My fish ><

Educational talk time....

Years bfore... many ppl treat tattoo as something which is associated wif gangsters.. Sadly... Then how about those hu likes art? They hav to be left in the same catergory just cox they like art? for me well i think drawings are nice... Having a tattoo is seriously jus an art to be admired.. Those who has tattoo should not be wrongly judged by anyone especially parents ^^ Anyways *hint hint* dun judge a book by it's cover if u see the person has a tattoo hehe

My Polar Bear and me

I think after she see this she will chop me into pieces.... But.... Then again.... She loves me to much so she will love me even more when she see this... hahaha ngiak ngiak.... I really had nothing to do so i went to edit some pics of ours hehe... And good work shud not be left unknown... veri wasted....

Drawingsssssss

This pic on the other hand.... hmmmm was drawn during the study break like a week ago... And its not by me... By sumone... Ask her study... she draw draw draw...

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!!!!

2009-06-04T16:12:00.005+08:00

This is my 2nd time using the prog to edit pic so i think ok la for a noob... ^^ can giv abit credit hehe

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Time to update my blog... goin to berkarat soon oredi...

My presentations are finally over and im left wif my exams.....

Hopefully exams not as hard... i wana pass T.T

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I need a new phone badly... but the phone i wan is not in the market yet...

The screen itself is 2.6"
Model is W995 and it has 8.1 mega pixels, its a walkman phone(obvious), wifi function and 8 gb memory... shit i wan it!!!!!

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Anyways i wanted to post fotos that i took recently but i got no cable n my polar bear sent me the ones she took instead so o well i'll jus hav to make do wif wad i hav ^^

Veri sneaky i didnt even know this was taken at the time =.=
This also hmmmm
This is the ben dan sneaky polar bear hu took the pics ><>

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Pass few days has been quite stressful and fun and annoying all that the same time... Decisions has been made, got sick and the weather is not right at all.. Hopefully i can cut down on smoking even more for the next few days...

My bear bear chasing me to slow down oredi @@

Waking up wif a sore throat really sux big time.... but then again i deserve it i guess... keep eating fried stuffs and still smoke... adui... chamzzz

Canot canot... promise bear bear no more fried stuffs... if not she'lll kill me....

Anyways im freshed out of ideas so i think i'll stop here for now... will update tonite again or if i got more things to share soon ^^ sharing is caring....

IHTM4 Gathering at Tony Roma's

2009-05-06T06:05:00.005+08:00

Last saturday we had a gathering for our class and wou... we had many many fotos taken... unfortunately i dun hav all the pics wif me so i'll jus post some now.... i'll post more when ppl tag me in fb.

Our starter.... its onion rings... hmmm... its sumthing different I had this for the main course. Steak... Lucky mine not that tough... Many complain like stone..

Then... yum yum icy kling..... the crust was nice.... worth ordering.. And it does taste as good as it looks!!Our beloved Academic Advisor Mr Rajah... Wonder wads he looking at?Our class... girls more than the guys.. @@Mr Rajah about to enter the pic ^^

Jus like in class, half the class sure not paying attention Lucky they didnt eat me... out numbered....This shui zhen wan kill me i think...Deng deng... i like this pic.... But then again... Shui Zhen n her grudges Look the same? Add Roxanne and MayMay... took me a while to click.. pose also same.. lolz Lucky she not trying to punch me here haha"International Body Language".... so they say... Mei you li mao....SMILE!!!!!Hohoho they say look like couple... LOOK LIKE ONLY.. dun simply think

Who says our English is teruk? Just read below - Ours is simple, short, concise, straight-to-the-point, effective etc.

2009-05-01T14:49:00.001+08:00

Read this guys damn hilarious... sent to my mail by Soey ^^

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS

Britons: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.

Malaysians: No stock.

RETURNING A CALL

Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone call for me a few moments ago?

Malaysians: Hello, who call?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY

Britons: Excuse me, I would like to get by. Would you please make way?

Malaysians: S-kew me.

WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY

Britons: Hey! Put your wallet away, this drink is on me..

Malaysians: No need lah.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION

Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?

Malaysians: (pointing at the door) Can ah?

WHEN ENTERTAINING

Britons: Please make yourself right at home.

Malaysians: No need shy shy one lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE

Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.

Malaysians: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER

Britons: I would prefer not to do that, if you don't mind.

Malaysians: Don't want lah.

IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION

Britons: Err...Tom, I have to stop you there. I understand where you're coming from, but I really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.

Malaysians: You mad ah?

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.

Britons: Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice? I'm trying to concentrate over here.

Malaysians: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOU.

Britons: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me for sometime. Do I know you?

Malaysians: See what, see what?

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.

Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment.

Malaysians: Die lah!!

WHEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED

Britons: Will someone tell me what has just happened?

Malaysians: What happened ah? Why like that one lah?

WHEN SOMEONE DID SOMETHING WRONG

Britons: This isn't the way to do it. Here, let me show you.

Malaysians: Like that also don't know how to do!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY

Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me?

Malaysians: Celaka you!

So which would you prefer?

Whats happening????

2009-04-27T01:00:00.003+08:00

Was bored in college so took this ^^

Finally got my internet back again... SWT this man... damn annoying... anyways... It was my housemate's bthday few days ago and we celebrated at a Korean BBQ buffet in One Utama... damn regret no eat alot... so nice... miss the peach drink thr... free refill.... damn... We even made our own secret recipe soup... Kimchii coke soup. dun ask me how it tasted like coz i not sohai enough to try hahaha... well we had a sohai hu actually tried it... enjoy the pics ba...

This is how our kimchii coke looked like... eww But this James eventually joined the experiment Love this environment so much... taken at One World... Got live band alsoGot bar at the side sumore... shyiok... relaxing

Emo Strikes Back!!!!!

2009-04-18T02:54:00.002+08:00

Today.... so blooddy hot... hot till mother canot recognise... sigh.... Sumore my ulcer is killing me.....
Some how no matter how much i drink this few days, i feel dehydrated after few seconds... I think sumthing wrong wif me again...

Then hor... aijor.... weather so hot... Not feeling right.... still nid emo stuffs... chamzzzz

Hungry..... !!!!!!! wan EAT!!!

How i wish now i can upload my pics... bought my new puzzle oredi.... Damn today is jus simply sad.... sad till adui... dunno how to describe.....

DOTA also no mood play... sigh.... goin crazy....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quack quack!

2009-04-14T00:49:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!

hahaha

Donald Duck is here to say HI to everyone!!

hahahaahhaha

guessing time!

WHO AM I??

nyahahaha!!

answer : the liltle redtomato from next door! =D

Doggiess

2009-04-09T17:09:00.005+08:00

Yesterday i went to the pet store to look around and goshhh... the dogs thr are so damn adorable....

MAkes me feel like saving money to buy my husky T.T....

Then there was this two dogs.... damn cool... their hair were dyed... one of it looked like a boxer... future mike tyson?? @@

My husky so big thr d... he so lonely... i wana buy him home...Her leg's PINK @@ if you see closely, her whole body has spotted colors as well...He could not keep still when i was around... jumping around like he wans to fight... no joke... reallyySee macam wan punch ppl. so cute his legs... like glovess

Great NEWS............

2009-04-09T17:04:00.004+08:00

YEss i found my puzzle piece.... now my puzzle is fully complete... onli thing left is the frame.... Gud thing i didnt get pissed till i throw the whole thing away... aiksss

Hmmmm

Help!!!!!

2009-04-06T18:22:00.003+08:00

Guys help me out here.... These are my two choices of puzzle that i wana buy... Both are nice but i dunno which one i shud buy... the Mickey all star is a puzzle that just came out but not in stores yet... and the Minnie and Mickey one just came out like last week? and its a new type of glow in the dark... Both are 1000 pieces... Or shud i jus get both? if so which should i buy first?

Hollow Ichigo.... Bankai form!!!!!!!

2009-04-05T07:38:00.005+08:00

When it was still in the shop. Took this becoz i wanted to leave the place n think whether o not i shud get it... until the guy told me its rare and even if i wana order also not easy get.. plus onli one there... Think think abit... i knoe ive never seen this anywhere else... all also wifout the mask... then straight buy.. aiksss...

But.... Bring home oredi feel happy... Wait till i collect more then i sure buy one self put all inside for show show hehe

WooooTTT!!! Check it out... i jus bought this and its quite rare to get this version of ichigo^^ Can say trying to show show abit to bleach fans ^^ But... bad news is... now i will get the craving to collect the other characters..... And this isnt a gud sign @@

re-living a dream

2009-04-05T05:54:00.004+08:00

I used to have a dream...

To be a professional snooker player and join competitions...

Why I never made it?

Lack of kaki to play wif me... =( After las nite... I think i can re-live my dream again... Found a new kaki to play snooker wif me... My cousin's bf... He says we can train together and hu knoes we may join competitions in future ... YIPEE...

Taken at a place sumwhr in Kota Damansara Thats kenny aiming ^^Another pic... And glad to knoe i still hav my touch after a few rounds

Ques is... Will i make it?

We'll see in the near future if i find a way to constantly play ^^

Whats Happening....

2009-04-05T04:59:00.003+08:00

Ok... so i knoe ive been veri away lately... been trying to find a chance to update my blog but the rain jus doesnt wan me to go online.... now im having my holidays so gues i hav all the time in the world to update ^^ Im glad exams are over... can relax now... But it wun b for long... soon need to worry about ASSIGNMENTS!!! I guess i'll get to the point of wads goin on wif me recently... enjoy the pics... =) Thre's gona be more coming in my next post..

This is a puzzle that i jus finished making... its glow in the dark... UNFORTUNATELY one fucking piece is missing... Dunno which asshole took away one piece... costed me man... sigh... Cnt wait to buy a new puzzle.. hopefully i can get it soon and finish making it b4 anyone sabotage it....

Aint my key chain cute?.... No choice... nid huge key chains coz i onli hav one key and i tend to lose things which are small if i hav to bring it around everyday... But when i dun hav a bag wif me i wud take away the bigger one... paiseh later ppl think i crazy...

This watch i jus bought... nice??? plz comment peeps... coz this thing nearly made me eat grass this whole month... luckily luck's on my side financially recently... if not... fuiyoh...

The brand's POLICE.... @@ a bit unfamous for watches i knoe... coz its supose to be a sunglasses brand... well it costed more than the casio and seiko that i saw plus it suits me so i got it... RM400 man...

Deng deng my new pillow case.... my bedsheet's also been changed... luv that rhino...

DAmn Sien and its annoying me

2009-02-24T14:17:00.002+08:00

Its soooo damn bored in KL..... How i wish i could turn back time n change everything ive been through.... Lately ive been missing one too many classes and its annoying me... Help anyone? i do knoe wad im supose to do... sleep early n quit dota (well not exactly quit coz i'll die but at least limit myself) but i cnt seem to turn back my time to normal... PLZ anyone, tell me wad to do... Las nite for instance i stop dota at 1 ++ but i stayed on the bed for few hours not being able to fall asleep...

ADVISE ADVISE ADVISE... I really must complete this semester properly...Need a quick fix... Even my ben dan princess thinks its jus excuses... damn.... Plus lately i lost my fon which meant so much to me... But as they all say old one dun go new one dun come.... Hopefully i can find a way to get my number back soon so i can use it...

Dieing blog@@

2009-02-24T14:00:00.003+08:00

china cigarettes so cool got love shape on the filter sumore lolzzzz

this is Bai. ^^

Poser? jus trying to folow Bai haha

Erm i think this was on Chinese New Year.

Lion dance at my house. But sadly this new year too quiet...

ai yai yai my blog dieing chin... toooo damn long no touch... haha anyways here's sum pics to start off wif... things i've been doin lately

I jus got these fotos. more from christmas ^^

2009-01-09T20:13:00.003+08:00

Shiatsss... being blocked by this monkey

Wad's steve doin?

Cheeeeeeeeeesssseeee

Nice pic

Wou... Bai is looking at Fred's fat.....

Bthday boy... Cant blame his actionsss

Happy bthday Kwah Wennee

2009-01-09T03:31:00.002+08:00

Today or shud i say yesterday? o well 8th January is this gold fish de bthday.... I took this pic in college today... Too much ah this girlll still wear heineken shirt sumore lolzzzz... At least it looks gud on her.. ^^ HAPPY BTHDAY KWAH JING YU hehe

Wah luckily i dont hav to retake my bullshit german subject... onli resit for it... today damn boring.... went to sch so early dunno do wad thr... then later on go home n glue myself to the pc till nite.... so bloody bored... wait for "ppl" to online the wholeeeeee day sumore ... haizzz... oyea i still become santa claus in pet society again then sumore bid for itemss.... so many new items lo hehe... hmmmmm

Lets hope that tomorow will b more interesting than today was... Until then... chaozzzz

More pics that i took when i was still in kch

2009-01-09T03:18:00.003+08:00

This is my beloved little cousin Jia Jia... she's onli 1 years old and she's growing really fast.. she stays wif us coz her parents are bz at my grndma's restaurant... and she's soooooo cute....

This was taken at Chilax.. I nearly had a heart attack because of playing this game... So damn funny... Jus keep eatin and eatin otherss ofcourse me n Bai the unstopable tag team wins

Deng deng... during this stage it was nearly imposible to pull any pieces out lolz....

Hmmmm.... the pieces taken out are by pros ^^

My las few days i kch i gues was quite fun... dispite the fact that i had to clean the house most the time.... Me and some of my frens did have some wild times ^^

More pics from christmas

2009-01-09T02:59:00.003+08:00

I have many monkey frens so dun mind them.....

The twins of that nite jus cnt stop making funny faces when taking fotos

He's trying ... "Trying" to be a model i guess...

The bthday boy is kissing my uncle @@ omg and plus one ju-on behind

He was shouting coz we didnt wan the camera to break if his foto is being taken...

Black n Whitesssssss

Looks like a dog @@

Wad a background.....

2009-01-04T16:43:00.004+08:00

Happy new year to all!!!!!!!!!

this little girl like to model so much... she kept asking my beloved uncle to take foto for her lolz n thats me behind doin my hair ^^

Maybe in future she'll be a real model hmmm

Whole time i was doin my hair she was bugging Bai n Steve to take fotos

Ahhh majong hmmmmm

This set of tile turned me from the biggest loser of the nite into the biggest winner haha

This was taken on 31st dec.... bottoms up....

Even she had to do it

This was my second round drinking that nite

Wou... happy 21st bthday to Andrew... wad a bthday present....

1 bthday present wasnt enough....

Here's more pics of the 3 models

Smile......

Hmmmmm.....

We were bored so we decided to style its hair... n it definitely looks nicer than Aaron's hair haha

This is me after I changed my hair and wear contacts ^^

Sori the pix are abit jumbled up.. quite lazy to arrange them.. these pix were all taken during 31st december 2008.... The post is like 1 week late but o well at least i did post it ^^

Christmas!!!!!

2008-12-27T16:26:00.009+08:00

During Christmas eve n around this period of time quite a few things happened... This year's Christmas didnt really feel like a real Christmas though... like so dead... everything is so quiet... But then again i did have a great dinner that nite... Damn nice food ordered by my grandpa and inclusive of exquisite wine ^^ After dinner i went to my fren's house to drink wif them coz i felt bad for not finding him and the others when im back in kch... i didnt stay long coz i promised another fren that i wud attend his partyy.. It was really a rush hour for me then... Well ended up at happy valley in the end to continue drinking and counted down thr... In a way I think it was a gud thing The Core had sapu dat nite... if not i hav to rush there again b4 the count down @@... Deng deng the celebration was over sooner or later... I went home ofcourse... be a gud boy... Butttt..... It was jus for about half an hour... tsk tsk... Went to the cyber wif a few of my frens and played till morning... ^^ I guess this has been my routine lately... My time is like so upside down now...

After cyber, it was already 8 in the morning... (no time to sleep chamzzz) went home ask my bros get ready then i asked him to drive coz we had to have christmas lunch wif my grandpa , grandmaand dad and cousins n uncle... There were turkey.... ham... (yum yum) and ofcourse wine again...i drank like nearly one whole bottle coz no one finished the 2nd botle... hehe...

Below are some fotos taken during this period of time ^^

This foto was taken in Xiao Bai's house... damn i love the black n gold mix carp... so damn nice... summore its huge n imported...

Damn nice rite???

Ahhhh so cute... i named him xiao bai... n ive been told that he's been this size for a few months d... like a midget lolz...

Crab meat wif cheese... yum yum.... great food...

Roast pig the best of all .... it was so delicious....

Sigh..... he thinks that he's "pretty". Shud we call him a she from now on?

This one ah... should i dare to admit that he's my uncle? sumore 1 year younger than me... lolz... wad an example to be shown to his 1 year elder nephew....

This is me and Xiao Bai.... Been turning my time upside down wif him...

My dad also has the same interest as me raring fishes... they're jus so nice

Wah i tell u this 2 siblings veri obedient when they are infront of my dad... this house of theirs we made specially for these two.. not to mention its a 2 storey shelter, wif stairs... @@

This is the dad of those two siblings. His name is hero... Guess wad he's a half husky mix wif dunno wad lolz... although he dont really look like a husky, he's huge and strong...

Lookey.... so many of them guinea pigs... My dad started raring onli about 6 or 8 of them and it multiplied into these..... This pic doesn't show all that was there @@

WAhh so nice... still got small house for them....

This is me after a hair cut... ^^

Very Shocking.....

2008-12-18T12:57:00.001+08:00

This is a true story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Penang . Her name was Ai Ling. She was hit by a truck.

She was working in a call center. She had a boy friend named Tony.

Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the phone. She used to be never found without her handphone.

Even when Tony left overseas to finish his masters, they constantly kept in touch.

She always remind her friends 'If I pass away please put the handphone in the coffin, she also said the same thing to her parent.

After her death, people cdnt put her body in the coffin, Many of them tried to do so, but still cant lift the body.

Eventually, they called a medium to find out why.

He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly.
After a few minutes, he said 'this girl say she is not leaving without her handphone. Then her friends remember, she make them promise to cremate her with the handphone when she passaway.

After putting the handphone in the coffin they could easily carry her body to the coffin.
All of us were shocked. Ai Ling's parents did not inform Tony that Ai Ling had passed away as they're waiting for him to come home after his graduation..

After 2 weeks Tony returned and called Ai Ling's mom.......

Tony:....'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don't tell Ai Ling that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'
Her mother replied..... 'come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.'

After he came, they told him the truth about Ai Ling.
Tony thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'don't try to fool me - tell Ai Ling to come out, i have a gift for her... Please stop this nonsense'.

Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave him proof to make him believe. (Tony started to sweat) He said... 'Its not true. We spoke yesterday.. She's still calling me.
Tony was shaking.

Suddenly, Tony's phone rang. 'see this is from Ai Ling, see this....' he showed the phone to Ai Ling's family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using the loudspeaker mode.

All of them heard his conversation. It is the actual voice of Ai Ling & there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed inside the coffin!

They were so shocked and asked for the same medium (who can speak with the soul of dead persons). He brought his master to solve this matter.

He & his master worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them....

Digi 'I will follow you!!!'

sumthing i read... enjoy...

2008-12-12T21:11:00.001+08:00

A QUICK LAUGH FOR 5 MINS

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Teacher: History is a very interesting subject. It tells you about what had happened in the past.
Student: Please teacher, I don't think I want to study history.
Teacher: Why?
Student: There is no future in it.

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Teacher : Ted, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6, how much would your father still have?
Ted : $10.
Teacher : You don't know maths.
Ted : You don't know my father!

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Mother : David, come here.
David : Yes, mum?
Mother : You really disappoint me. Your results are getting worse.
David : But I will only get my report book tomorrow.
Mother : I know that. But I am going to Hong Kong tomorrow, so I am scolding you now.

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Father : Why did you fail your mathematics test?
Son : On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8
Father : So?
Son : On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8 And on Wednesday, she said 6+2=8. If she can't make up her mind, how do I know the right answer?

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A mother and son were doing dishes while the father and daughter were watching TV in the living room. Suddenly, there was a loud crash of breaking plates, then complete silence. The daughter turned to look at her father.
Daughter : It's mummy!
Father : How do you know?
Daughter : She didn't say anything.

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Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Yes Dear
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: No, mine is undying love

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Man: How old is your father?
Boy: As old as me
Man: How can that be?
Boy: He became a father only when I was born

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Waiter: I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg.
Customer: Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.

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Teacher : Simon, your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did u copy his?
Simon : No, teacher, it's the same dog!

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Father : Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything!
Son : That's why I say she's no good!

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Teacher: 'Where were u born?'
Student: 'Singapore, Sir.'
Teacher: 'Which part?'
Student: 'All of me, Sir.'

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A teacher was asking her class: 'What is the difference between 'unlawful' and 'illegal'?'
Only one hand shot up.
'Ok, answer, Joan' said the teacher.
''unlawful' is when u do something the law doesn't allow and 'illegal' is a sick eagle.'

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Teacher: 'How come you do not comb your hair?'
Ah Kow: 'No comb, Sir.'
Teacher: 'Use your dad's then.'
Ah Kow: 'No hair, Sir.'

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A boy came home from school with his exam results.
'What did u get?' asked his father.
'My marks are under water,' said the boy.
'What do u mean 'under water'?'
'They are all below 'C' (sea) level'

Is it wrong for a noob to learn blogging? wtf?

2008-12-11T18:41:00.002+08:00

Hey Anti-Blogger... so wad if my blog dun look like a blog? so wad if im 21? does it matter? yes from the looks of my blog it sux ok... im learning so mind ur own damn business and criticize urself for a change... Get urself a life man... u even had time to go see my frenster n view me? i dun nid comments from u to teach me how to do things... im not that dumb... i jus dun do well in html.. shessh.

mahjong mahjong....

2008-12-02T20:14:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh the craving for mahjong is back... pass few days ive been playing mahjong wif my bros frens n i realise how much i miss the game... But my bro's frens all blur blur de.. especially the girl mei wen.. chamzzz if she play like dat wif money sure lose alot lolzzzz... Feel like buying one set n bring back to kl... Dats if my frens wana play... hmmmm no kaki's man....

Is it jus me or is it jus too bored in kuching... omg today i saw hui sen n damnnnnn he looks like tarzan now... chamzzz dunno wads he thinking... i feel like lately ive been smoking alot.. like everyone know's smoking is bad but... wad to do... smoking realy lets me stop tinking about the stress that i hav... im jus waiting for the right person to stop me from smoking i guess... if that person even enters my life...

my long lost best fren called me las nite... asked me to venture wif him in sum business.. hopefully i can meet him as soon as possible then hang out n start earning money n hopefully the business is good money and hope that the business will run... ahhh he better find me soon or i'll kill him 3 years didnt see him really chamzz..

i think i really need to get a cable as soon as possible otherwise my blog will continue being this plain for a long time.. i see like dis also sien..

anyways...... im stopping here for now... and its bloody raining again... sigh...

im backkkkk

2008-11-30T03:58:00.000+08:00

Back in hometown.... but sumhow i feel like its worst than kl... damn sien....
Practically nothing to bloody do at all.
sumbody help!!!!! ahhhhhhh....

eiii i am quite sure i can change font side color and many other stuffs to deco my blog but cibai i cant seem to find any of the tools in the whole bloody page... sad la... writing blog on a saturday nite... but oh well its 4 am in the morning there's nothing to do also... Jing yu if u read my blog paiseh la i hav get my card reader yet cnt put pics plus the stupid blog dun let me decor the post nice nice...

anything interesting happen today? AHHHH spend Rm60 on my hair today... dunno nice o not.. this jing yu say ok onli... aijor break my heart ah jing yu.... yea i saw my ah ma today.. so long no see her d... hmmm went to the spring wif ah moi... chamz ah him reformat com twice in 3 days hahaha.. saw my ex.. omg scary shit... lucky she didnt see otherwise she'll be bugging me again... ahhh yesss i also went around begging my selfish frens to giv me items n money in pet society... T.T my pet so kolien... poor vivi... went to bbq at truman's house n sadly come back home after doin a few stuffs. dun c the mood in following them clubbing... few diff group of frens out tonite clubbing but i feel damn lazy dunno y...

Damn... is everyday gona be like this? ahh forget it im gona find sumthing interesting to do and forget about all this negative nonsense.... plz ah anyone got any ideas of thrilling and exciting things to do let me knoe.. never do also will try... despo man.... feel like goin for a drive now see hu i can wake at this time and accompany me being sien... need a bath first so i'll stop here for now ^^

Opsss

2008-11-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

aikss nearly forget i have a blog... still not use to it...
Examsss around the corner mann... feels like normal also...
damnn.. how come blog cnt put colors d? swt... plain la .... adui ppl complaining my blog like boring like no life... o well they will jus hav to make do of wads available...

hmmm wad happen today hor... let me see... at the moment im teaching a sohai fren about dream dictionary... its actually quite true... www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/ try it to beliv it...
damn... im fresh out of ideas d... hopefully this time i go back to my hometown i wun hav to face my memories in my past like b4... its damn anoying n painfull

my next post i will put pics la... if there are any one reading my blog well now my card reader cacat cnt put pic in my com so paiseh... until then... toodles

happy 21st? or jus like any other year?

2008-10-18T12:00:00.000+08:00

Deng Deng....

Dunno how long never touch my blog d haha... many things happened lately... My com was sick n so was I guess.... Damn sien la.... Haven eaten my breasfast yet n its like nearly midnight d... Something bothers me these few days.... jus cant seem to figure out wads missing in my life.... Like not enuf thrills

Chamzzz

Do you get the feeling like ur past memories are haunting u at times even when u got over it? ive been getting that every now and then recently and it annoying even when i try to ignore it... I think im goin crazy.....

Not being able to get wad i wan is really anoying...SOMEONE PLZ GIV ME WAD I WAN!!!... aiksss... i feel so demanding... BUT... then again...wad do i wan? onli some ppl knoe wad i want though.... he or she know's that i can probably never hav it as it can b considered as jus a dream dat will never come true.....

My birthday wish list
1. to find real happiness
2. send my car over to KL
3. extra cash to spend
4. a love that goes both ways...
5. a miracle to happen
6. new clothes
7. new bag. the one i like is so ex @@

8. a new room decorated to my likings (getting sick of my room)

9. to meet sumone hu can giv me advise better than the ones i giv to others.

10. hmm... a nice n romantic candlelight dinner followed by a romantic nite...

the onli pic i hav so far of my car.. taken by my bro.. i miss my car T.T

Anyone out thr worthy enuf to fulfill this list? hope so lo.. hmm... im not exactly a materialistic person and i dun really knoe wad i wan.. it jus comes spontaneously and im a person hu prefers to feel.... most scorpios are like that i think.. its said that scorpios has the most emotional characteristic compared to other signs of the horoscope. n i luv being a scorpio.. its the most unique sign...

damn miss this car too. sad my mum hated it n sold it off.. its gone through wonders wif me b4 even impossibles @@ its been so much fun havin a manual car...

HMMM

2008-09-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

FINALLLYYY i can continue my blog.... My home internet is damnnnn annoying... its a fridaY nite n im at home writing blog... wahh damn sad lo... But bo pien im too tired to go out also... was sleeping so nice till my housemate has to wake me up no matter wad coz its a friday nite..

Anywayss today i has a damn tiring kitchen day. And wad do u knoe i get to at least tok to sumone veri special to me today... wasnt long but atleast i did have the moment. @@ Aiks... Im bored.

2008-09-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

This week is not a gud week at all... have not been able to blog coz internet at hme make me cnt access to my frenster, facebook n blog... damn pissed.. one of the worse part is cigarette price increased again sigh...... arghhh.. will update further when i can la....

Thing's ive always wanted to say to someone hu is worthy enough.

2008-08-19T04:00:00.000+08:00

Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life

The girl runs away in shock and pain,
and the boy runs after her and
says...
The reason you never cross my mind is
because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you is
because I love you.

The reason I don't want you is because
I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left
is because I will die if you leave.

The reason I wouldn't live for you is
because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do
anything for you is because I would
do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life is because
YOU ARE MY LIFE.

FrieNdS vs BF & GF

2008-08-16T03:46:00.000+08:00

Which is more important?... Some ppl may think friends are more important. Others think otherwise... For me i think these two should not be put on the same page as both are equally important. How can 2 totally diff things be compared wif each other? yes your frens may think that u hang out too much wif your BF or GF instead of wif your own frens, n your GF or BF may think you hang out too much wif your frens instead of spending time wif them but both parties i should say are being too judgemental at times..

Its onli natural that sometimes we may get over board and tend to neglect the ppl around us. But This doesnt mean that we forget frens or the one we love. Frens should understand that it is not wrong to spend time wif the one we love... If we do not care, then BFs n GFs around would not be complaining about not spending enough time wif them... On the other hand, to BFs n GFs out thr, if u think your mate do not spend enough time wif you, their frens wud not complain as well about not spending enough time wif them. Thr is onli so much u can do in 24 hours so dun expect so much to hapen...
Does it matter if you put frens as your priority or your mate as a priority? yes it matters... as usual and its onli natural that this wun take so much effect on frens as they may understand if u put your mate as a priority. But putting frens as priority can sometimes be a big issue for some BFs n GFs. As a matter of fact these two parties should not be ranked at all. They are your love ones and the amount of care that u giv should be understandable by each parties. But still ppl think its bullshit to put frens first or the other way around. Is it becoz of pass experience? Probably.
The question is.... shud this be a big issue among couples or frens? through experience many has made this an issue and i think ppl shud giv each other space and try to understand each other ^^

Happiness?

2008-08-13T17:14:00.000+08:00

What does it take to find pure happiness? I think that its veri close to being sumthing difficult to find... I dun think i can recall a week ive spent this year which is filled wif happiness wifout any obstacles obstructing in between that week.. As we all knoe, happiness comes from sumthing making us happy or sumone hu makes us happy. There are a few things in our everyday lives which has effect on our happiness. Commonly those of which are frens, family, money, BFs & GFs, and for ppl working thier career mayb. Although these things are the key to happiness in our everyday lives, these things can also be a worst nightmare at times...
Yes.. frens are no doubt always there for us... But can they help u in problems if its sumthing they dont knoe how to handle or sumthing they hav never encountered b4? or can they be there for u all the time you when nid them?.... Obviously frens will definitely try their best to help in wadever way they can but sometimes (no offence to frens concerned) its jus no use.
Family on the other hand can bring us happiness as well. Take me for example.. i love my family veri much.. Eventhough i hav a father who is divorced wif my mum due to his mistakes i still love him veri much.. My mum love kids loveessss kidsss jus as much as i do, my dad, sporting and loves fish as much as i do, lastly my bross well they get along well wif me and we do hav stuffs to tok about every once awhile... this does make me happy when tokin to my family.... but at the same time, there is also the part where family brings us burden.. Due to the divorce and the dumbass economy nowadays, mum's working damn hard to earn a living for us.. me not being in my hometown makes it hard for mum to do everything on her own and at the same time spend time wif my bros... dad's business is also not goin veri well nowadays and its really pulls away all the happiness that are available for me.. I think some ppl out thr may experience the same senario as me or sumthing similar so i think u get wad im trying to say..
MONEYYYY... sad to say, it really does revolves around everyone and everything... Like they say, "no money, no talk". Money is something that we touch daily... When spoken about money, it seems so simple but when it comes to reality, money is hard to come by... When we hav money we are hapy and tend to spend on thing we like or like doin. Then eventually there would be a time we end up over spending and end up broke.. This is when we tend to feel bored all the time as we do not hav a choice but to stay at home n be a gud boy or girl... So is money realy a factor of happiness? or is it a factor of bringing a person nothing but stress?
Hmmmm las but not least, relationshipsss... this is whr most our happiness comes from i guess... BFs or GFs normally gives us happiness as we are being loved by the person though gud and bad times.. they are the ones that will support us no matter wad happens.. no doubt that realationships gives us happiness like no other... but... there are always times whr disagreements comes along to turn things around.. Simple disagreements can always lead to anger n sadness.. This is normally caused by jlousy and trust. Y is it so hard to stay loyal to one another n giv in to each other? It wun kill you to listen to wad a person u love wans rite? this is wad one party always feels... for example SMOKING... a veri common disagreement among coupless... one may think and tell the smoking partner "if u love me u will stop smoking" yes... smoking is bad for health and it may also shows that the person cares... but one also has to knoe that smoking is not easy to stop when everyone in ur surrounding smokes as well. ppl say it jus takes will power but then again it really is hard for a smoker to stop when stress is nearby.. So how to we turn relationships into pure happiness wifout disagreements?
To conclude I wud like to say that happiness is no doubt sumthing that allows us in a way to continue wif our lives or to strive for the things we want to achieve. But the questions always ends up as how much happiness do we hav over sadness and anger? Is happiness really sumthing gud or jus a step which leads to sadness? many ppl will hav different point of view. some may think optimistically and some may think pessimistically. Its a matter of how u handle the situation to maintain the happiness instead of letting the situation evolve into anger or sadness or even stress.

Craziness!!! But entertaining

2008-08-13T16:25:00.000+08:00

Las nite me and 3 of my frens were bored... so we decided to go Asia Cafe for a drink...... It was about 1+am when we were there. We were chit chatting our way to kill as much time as possible till we were tired enough to go home. Beside our table was a table of 2 girls and 1 guy. All 3 of them were total strangers to us... 1 of the girl sitting there ofcourse was attractive and cute... As any guy would do, all 4 of us were looking at her from now and then. I mean its natural.... Then we had this crazy idea of daring our fren to intro himself to the girl so hu knows we may end up frens in future... At first we know he dares but we didnt think he would actually do it... Few mins later out of no whr, he stood up n went to the girls table n start chatting wif them... lolzzz it was entertaining to see that my fren actually went to the table n chat wif them... He is one crazy guy I knoe...

A little about MUaHH

2008-08-12T16:41:00.000+08:00

First Of all i would like to say that im not exactly good at all this but well im learning... Im a 20+ year old male from Sarawak, Kuching and station at KL at the moment. I like helping others when they hav probs, even if its love probs. Normally my advise always works sumhow ^^ potential advisor i guess.. hahaks..
Erm at the moment im studying hotel management in KDU college, 2nd sem. I kinda find KL more n more boring after staying here for quite some time... lolzzz... Life nids to be more thrilling. I like playing games and driving fast but unfortunately i dun hav a car here. i think i am a person hu dont really knoe how to reject ppl especially frens n also a person hu doesnt take rejections well...
Among one of my frens, jus one particular person among my frens thinks im a potential chef as probably she has special visions i assume hahaha. I like ppl hu r fun n or funny and those hu r not veri quiet. At least these ppl are those who will keep me bz when im really bored...
When im bored, and im around frens, i tend to hav this habit of disturbing them.. haha. I dunno wad else there is to knoe about me but u'll find out more if u tok to me.. i think thats easier..